Ok, 8/30/25
After speaking with a friend about the creations I have been making and sharing online these thoughts occurred:
Being house bound for five years, with access to outside for trips to doctors it is like being in a space station. The doctor visits are like space walk missions. There are video calls for work during the week and occasionally visitors "like astronauts coming through on their own assignments".
There are video calls with mental health providers, which I see as earth mission control checking status of me to make sure I have not lost it completely.
The lack of physically abilities during this time has impacted regular bathing and physical therapy. There is always hope in this areas.
The creations being made are a source of well-being for me. Creating a world of beauty, messages of love and hope through art and music. Which provide me emotional stability, resilience, and a positive outlook on life.
The process of day dreaming to create images and doing series of subject matter is an escape from the limits of my physical reality. The creation of music reflects the thoughts and stories of my being in the passing of time. The workings of complex solutions to share the creations with myself also enables sharing them with others. As others view the creations there is a sense of not being alone.
When I view the creations the shock and amazement of experiencing them for me is at times overwhelming. It is fantastic to me that I was the creator from original thoughts, design, editing, directing, curating, publishing to have these creations exist.
Even with the above awareness there is hope my recovery will improve and I will be more physically active in the world my body exits within. My mind has shown great improvements in recovery in the world it is alive within for which I am very thankful.
The above is my point of view on 8/30/25 at 2:41pm
I will work on getting Charlotte to record this for me, the process enables better word use as well.
My creation showings are here:
www.youtube.com/@Storydoy
