Ok, 12/20/24 3:58pm
The creations this year 2024, are my spirit and love for being getting expressed into the world. The idea was to create and experience the joy of creating while not being able to physically move around in the world. There was never a plan to support my lack of physical abilities because there was such a loss in mental function. The goal was to continue the discoveries of daily living and working from home with hopes the brain would heal. This year was very difficult and it is amazing what I achieved. I am still unable to fully care for myself, but better than I was last month and the months before in this year. There was such a big drop in physical abilities October 2023 through April 2024. The recovery from concussion is not a straight line, this was told to me many times. The roller-coaster of ups and downs emotionally of being in this is still beyond my mental capabilities to comprehend. It will be interesting reading this in 2025 and see where things are.
I spent a lot of money on medical services again in 2024 to address issues from concussion. I also spent the most on my personal interest of being creative since college. It is through the many solutions I bought with life time subscriptions starting in November 2023 that these things below were even possible. I do not have enough income to pay the monthly fees for these services so this one time "large cost of investment" is hoped to provide me many future years of enjoyment.
I created the following starting with no understanding of how. Only Google searches of questions I came up with along the way. I truly hope I thought of all the needed areas and did what was required to meet the goals that grew overtime:
- Blog and website
- Knowledge bases, I created three one of which is this public one. (All trying to keep notes that I do not remember.)
- Facebook account with the separate pages and group chat
- Protoplay account and channel for online video sharing and learning
- YouTube account and channel to see and share creations
- Online galleries were created some for personal management of building library of creations and others to share access to view the creations with others
- Setup of affiliate accounts with various vendors of solutions I use
- Sharing videos and information of solutions I use
- Creating virtual world of shows and design of an art studio, gallery, streaming series, and tools for personal use being these custom art galleries being created now in December 2024
- I am sure I even missed things that could be added above like the testing of over 200 programs and many notes in the process of creating
Dreams within that are now real:
- Since college there has been a dream of mine to create images and art in many forms.
- To have my house full of things I created.
- To build a library of my creations to reuse and explore
- To live in a state of inspiration and creativity and seeing the thoughts and dreams become something within the world
- Accept myself with my disabilities and be ok with the misspellings, lack of recall and difficulties in completing tasks
- To not judge myself when I see the incorrect ways of doing something and mistakes I make along the way
- To try doing what comes to mind even if I do not know how to do it. Unlike in the physical world were I need assistance in so many things. Through the help of A.I. solutions I have created and done so very much within this year.
- All the above and more have been enjoyed by me this year.
Doing so many roles in creative process this year is a shock to me:
- Designer and director of many A.I. solutions in creating art
- Editor and reworking images with many different A.I. solutions
- Production and designer of videos, websites to present the creations
- During 2025 this will extend into building out an online store to create physical objects with the creations
Now my creations are within the rooms of my house and part of my daily life:
They are on my cell phones, tablets, computers and TV screens around me. It will be nice to see them printed to canvas and made into magnets and such.